emotion dump - 221538757
I feel alone. No one ever knows how I feel or what I think. Those things never seem to matter. I know I can only control myself, but I wish for just once I felt like I had control over the events that control my life. I'm tired of losing everything. I'm afraid that if I lose her now, I won't be able to recover again. So much has whittled me away, and it's become so hard to really feel alive. She's the only one that makes me feel that way. I love her and...I don't know what to do anymore.